The end of the story,... again.

Always the same story,... Always the same mistakes... Is that my fault? Is that lack of luck?

"It's raining again tonight, the end of the last side.
Things seems work fine, until they get broken.
One week less, one person as well.
Cold moon above me, sand's burying my toes.
I can't believe is happening again.

Too many thoughts running to nowhere,
After all, I did it well,
Or may be I don't see where I failed,
always the same,
There is not a correct way,
but a way with less mistakes.

Very tired...
not seeing the end.
Should I stop to fight?
Or fight it harder?
Nice, Deception point,
too many times,
doesn't make it worthy,
hurts like hell.

So, there you were.
Me, staring at you,
so close and so far at the same time.
Was it an illusion?
Seems like you meant it.
There is no chance.
It has been again, the same mistake."

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P.D.: Really, I can't believe it. It splashed in my face. I don't believe in your words. If they were true, I wouldn't suffer so much. Deserved it or not, nloaeima.